To Whom Do You Dedicate

Ad.Garzon

In life, we are given a lot of choices and then a span of chances arises. No matter how many choices we pick or how many chances do we take, it all goes down to the question, for whom do you dedicate those?

I had just finished watching the film, “Adult World”, starred by Emma Roberts, Evan Peters, and John Cusack. The film talks about how this poet became one. It’s like an awakening of an individual, a coming-of-age of writer to the adult world that is reality. In the film, I have learned that to be good, you should know first what makes you good, are you happy with it, and of course, for whom do you do it? These were the questions that really became the foundation of my understanding of this feeling. I’m not a published writer but I’ve always hoped for to be but I’ve never really thought of writing for myself, I’ve never thought of writing to a reader like myself. I mean, I might have but didn’t put much thought on it.

Today, I had a bad day. (I’m speaking of the events that occurred yesterday-Friday). I got pissed off with almost everything. It’s like everything around is messed up and then, just right now as I’m writing this, perhaps, that’s because I hadn’t gone to the one person who knows me best and can help me better than anyone else. Damn! I’m saying it out loud in my mind. I’ve sticking to my bad habits in solving these problems and going for several self-made therapeutic routines but in the end, all of these alternatives will come to an end and the one thing left is Him. And all this mentorship I’ve been wishing of was just actually a desire of finding someone who knows life better, who knows me better and to do the good things was the always the right thing. I guess God is calling me back home because I’ve been lost for a while. ^_^

I’m glad I wrote this because I wouldn't have realized that mentoring stuff. Indeed, God always has His ways, perfect ways. Thank you so much Lord! I mean, through this movie, indeed. Thumbs up!

-Andrea